Well i said i wasnt going to leave it as long this time but i really did lie lol. its been ages. ive been workin even more now and never seem to get any time to myself. well a update on the last blog. The funeral was very hard, we was late as Daren couldnt get organised and we was all in a massive mess in the end. it was nice to catch up with all Darens family though, especially his auntie Mary.  she died last week on holiday which came as a massive shock. its turned christmas round even more. All i seem to have done since ive started my blog in august is write about whos died, and I cant wait for next year to come.  on that note Buzza died the other week aswell. I didnt know him that well just from town but its still sad. At least he’s back with his twin though. Christmas has been pretty shite, weve all been workin n daren worked xmas day, i could probs go as far as sayin it was one of the shittyest weeks this year lol. I hope next year brings better luck than this year. This ones been full of upset and shit and it would be nice for things to start going right. Its new years eve tomorrow and still we have no plans. Well the next time i write in this blog will be next year so hopefully ill start on a happy note and not who else has died. till next time x