Ive been meaning to write in here for ages but I really aint had the time. Ive been working loads but it did show on payday when I finally paid my catalogue off after a year:D Aint really been doing much other than work but I have been spending alot of time with Emma and Kelly recently. We have such a laugh and im so glad weve all become close cos I love it:D We went chesterfield and town last week and it was one of the best weekends ive had in a bit.  Aint seen much of them this week though as Darens dad died on monday morning and its been a hard week for us all. The atmosphere in the house is just shit and were all knackered and guttered. Weve ended up with his Cat Ally though. Jinx and Jaffa keep hissing at her but they will just have to get used to her being here. Its the funeral next wednesday and im hoping that goes well. He had been ill a while in hospital but was getting better as he had been transfered to community. We think he just gave up as some of the things he was saying to family the few days before were strange. We also think he has left Daren something special…swollen ankles lol. Bill always had swollen ankles and the day after he died Daren has them. I dont think im up to anything this weekend. Ive stayed in all week and think I probs will till after the funeral. I aint spending much now either with christmas coming up. Ill try not to leave it this time as long. Tara x x